The Affairs of Chris Redfield

IT IS OFFICIAL

2007-04-26T16:22:13Z

I am transfering to UW-Milwaukee for Fall Semester.

Ciao Madison. it was... a trip.
sorry friends in Madison for peacin.
sorry friends in Milwaukee for taking so long.

but i am very happy with my decision. yay.

Shipoopi

2007-03-22T16:35:27Z

my birthday is in 5 days i completely forgot. AWESOME-O.

this is what i do during they day between classes sometimes when i'm bored:

thats right, go to youtube and watch family guy.

king_leer @ 2007-03-14T11:17:00

2007-03-14T16:21:04Z

i love drunk people. last night i was walking home with LOIS after leaving the angelic, and while talking to my neighbors that i'd never met this guy walks by and pulls down his pants! and underwear! then he started dancing. so did his flacid penis. hilarious.

oh and my neighbors were dressed in drag. they also danced.

king_leer @ 2007-02-22T20:47:00

2007-02-23T02:48:13Z

and one year goes by...

king_leer @ 2007-02-05T21:23:00

2007-02-06T03:23:29Z

i miss you all so much.

myself included.

this year in LJ

2006-12-16T04:20:05Z

January
sex is great.

February
at this instant, i am getting happy feelings about rosy, rebecca, eddie, beto, yesenia, lauren, andy, lester, aman, ashton, dyan, chadtron, byron, molly, liz, pocahannah, and alex.

March
shits been weird. oh, and i got a tattoo.

April
i saw V FOR VENDETTA twice on saturday cause it was so good i threw up on everyone and gave them all urinary tract infections from my radioactive bacterial puke.

May
i have to get at least two papers done. lollerskates i didnt do shit... again. like all semester. well we'll see what happens.

i know it goes without saying, but i really really miss milwaukee. home is so far away.

June
so i just moved into my new place on the east side. 3111 Newhall. awesome.

July
i have my final tomorrow. so i got a 24 pack of budweiser to take the edge off. and not study.

August
i love milwaukee and i love my friends, but the city is very depressing now. everywhere i look i am reminded of patrick. but i still have molly, nick, cameron, ari, and grace is here and abby and caitlin. last night i saw kevin mckinerney. what a trip, still a really funny cool guy and i havent seen him in 10 years. how nuts.

September
i have a mohawk.

October
your own personal jesus
someone to hear your prayers
someone who cares

November
i was/am just bogus and underslept, everything is fine. I should get some rest.

December
white in whitewater. this weekend was phenomenal.

white in whitewater

2006-12-05T07:23:20Z

this weekend was phenomenal.

they got tons of snow. i saw andy. we got snow and played halo. lotsa fun.

then i stayed at johns for two days. also awesome. we were both hung over so i we just watched reality tv and football for two days. and had mexican for every meal (peter cooked the last one for us).

now i'm back in madison, and in the usual weird, downer, almost depressed mood that it gives me. im sick of this place. the weather and lack of sun doesnt help. and i just want to play halo.

king_leer @ 2006-11-21T14:40:00

2006-11-21T19:40:18Z

THIS SCHOOL IS BOGUS.

apparently there was a hold on my account. I NEVER received an email about when i could register for classes but at semester i will be a JUNIOR so i should have been able to sign up LONG AGO and now EVERY SINGLE CLASS i was going to take is FULL. FUCKING FULL. im just going to take a fucking semester off, fuck this shit. i hate this school and everything about it and i am leaving and not coming back.

THE END.

mouse infestation update!

2006-11-21T07:28:23Z

i just stepped on a mouse.

ON ACCIDENT.

slain mouse count: 4

king_leer @ 2006-10-22T16:43:00

2006-10-22T21:44:29Z

everything i say and do on the internet i find hilarious. especially on aim. so when i'm talking to you on aim, chances are i'm cracking up.

king_leer @ 2006-10-15T23:49:00

2006-10-16T04:53:55Z

WOAH! today i got BIT BY MY DOG! and i had to get STITCHES! well, they only gave me one stitch cause apparently theres some bacteria on dog's teeth and i need to go on antibiotics and if they suture it will immidiately get infected and i'd need surgery. BOGUS!

getting stitches without pain killers doesnt actually hurt much at all.
i am going to have a huge scar on my arm. AWESOME! how hardcore. although, ive already got tons of scars so this doesnt really make me anymore hXc. unless its on myspace.

king_leer @ 2006-10-11T05:34:00

2006-10-11T05:35:59Z

WHAT THE FUCK. JIMMY JOHN'S DRIVER SHOT AND KILLED, HUMBOLDT AND LOCUST.

two months ago i lived in riverwest. ...

R.I.P. Sam.

[Edit]: by the way, this is the 87th homocide THIS YEAR in milwaukee, down 11 from last year at this date, as if thats some sort of acheivement.

its been 8 months since, and i dont know what that means.

2006-10-04T21:23:35Z

maybe i've been hanging around too many japanese people lately or letting the themes of their anime get to me but-

some part of me really believes that if i just keep searching the internet, he'll be there. somewhere. and i keep looking.

he's out there. i know its true. because i've already gotten close. sometimes i see his face and sometimes people mention him, and if this 'place' both exists and doesnt exist, then what is the difference between that and heaven?

and i keep looking. why should death, some dumb biological process get in my way? i'll keep looking.

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"So crucify the ego, before its far too late, and leave behind this place so negative and blind and cynical, and you will come to find that we are all one mind, capable of all that imagined and all conceivable, just let the light touch you, and let the words spill through, and let them pass right through, bring out our hope and reason... before we pine away..."

see, we were all connected once, and it is our physicality that now separates us and is our flaw- so we create this technology links us together again, supplements what we lost. so he can't have left, because we're all forever connected again. you'll see.

reach out and touch faith

2006-10-01T05:03:17Z

your own personal jesus
someone to hear your prayers
someone who cares

i woke up in garret/andy/nate's apartment. scarface is a great movie.

2006-09-29T13:15:49Z

from waking moments theres
a stream of consciousness
nonstop flowing thoughts
in and endless procession of indescretion
but theres beauty in the grotesque and
ive seen and heard life in the absurd-
life is absurd, but i digress...
i've got finesse to ingest your emptiness
my eyes as mirrors and my mouth a bible
you're liable to question and i'm bound to ponder
what happens under the skin, and not so somber
conversation paints your past and colors your face.
sit on the stoop, over controlled flame
what was artificial interrogation
becomes sincere investigation-
you'll love me more when we're through
and that's not arrogance 'cuase i feel it too.

there is solace in the afterglow
but we live for now, fo sho
and if its a show we play our parts
but when does it start and where are the lights?
they're all around, leaps and bounds i find them
burning
in the faces of friends
am i looking for an end? am i almost done?
no, but we've already won.

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so cameron left this morning for texas. i wont see him until christmas. and i already miss that beautiful fucker. so heres pictures!

i got a new CAMERA PHONE which took these pictures, that i cant believe are this high of quality...
hella tight.

current sentiment

2006-09-28T03:05:39Z

i guess its how we feel baby.
[X-posted in hector's last entry (sourgoingmad)]

i dont know if you understand the power you command
when you hand me secrets wrapped in riddles
that only one can widdle down to truth.
the solace comes from knowledge, a wisdom that one is two
and our minds are calculus
a balanced equation,
an entity, then dichotomous dissemination-
just hear me out, a soul spread throughout
the world and landed between the shores
and united again to achieve much more.

king_leer @ 2006-09-20T18:33:00

2006-09-20T23:38:18Z

i have a mohawk.

hey hector

God is in the rain

2006-08-16T00:45:39Z

People should not be afraid of their governments. Governments should be afraid of their people.

king_leer @ 2006-08-11T14:51:00

2006-08-11T19:58:58Z

i love milwaukee and i love my friends, but the city is very depressing now. everywhere i look i am reminded of patrick. but i still have molly, nick, cameron, ari, and grace is here and abby and caitlin. last night i saw kevin mckinerney. what a trip, still a really funny cool guy and i havent seen him in 10 years. how nuts.

i am ready to move to madison. milwaukee seems empty (though i'll miss it a shit ton) and living with my parents in brookfield is incredibly painful.

i think this picture captures that which was summer 06'

I'M THE JUGGERNAUT BITCH

2006-05-31T03:00:32Z

i has come to my attention that most of you people do not know WHY the line "i'm the juggernaut bitch" was so hilarious, and makes X3 worth it for that line alone. had you seen this BEFORE the movie, youd really have understood.

I'm the juggernaut bitch at youtube

now you will understand.

king_leer @ 2006-05-26T04:24:00

2006-05-26T09:25:14Z

ummmm
i love grace and nick and abby. and i assume x-men, but i won't know til tomorrow.

Advanced Global Personality Test Results

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Stability	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Orderliness	\|\|\|\|\|\|	23%
Accommodation	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Interdependence	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	83%
Intellectual	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Mystical	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Artistic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Religious	\|\|\|\|\|\|	23%
Hedonism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Materialism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Narcissism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Adventurousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	83%
Work ethic	\|\|\|\|	16%
Self absorbed	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Conflict seeking	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Need to dominate	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%

Romantic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Avoidant	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Anti-authority	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Wealth	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Dependency	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Change averse	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Cautiousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Individuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Sexuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Peter pan complex	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Physical security	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Physical Fitness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Histrionic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Paranoia	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Vanity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Hypersensitivity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Female cliche	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%

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ATTENTION! I AM USING THE FORCE TO GET YOU TO READ THIS SUBJECT LINE

2006-05-17T20:30:19Z

so i havent updated in a long time.
i dont update with any frequency. why?

BECAUSE LIVEJOURNAL SCARES ME.

but no more than the rest of the world. its just that - my brain is trapped in this fucking post-modern philosophical realm that i can't break free from. because thats how it is. YOU ALL DON'T KNOW. nothing we do in this era is novel, evertything is a copy of something else! everyone has a struggle for identity, but my problem lies in construction; there is choice in this world, maybe too much because i choose to act and say control and dress and associate and listen to and be judged JUST AS MUCH as I am judged; labeling people is moot because we are on the same consumer spectrum.

i deal with this every morning when i wake up. and many times throughout the day. after leave someones house, when i turn on the TV, when im on the internet (THE INTERNET!) i am catapulted into existential bullshit.

which is why i need to go to JAPAN.
in japa you have to think this way otherwise you dont survive. my friend yumi- i see it in her. she doesnt want to go back though, not back to the rat race and insanity.

so lets make a psuedo-conclusion thats more a conjecture: maybe postmodern is over; modern was the modernization perioud (not to be confused with industrialization) of cars and military and telephone and shit - the start of consumerism. then came the 80s and 90s and the post-modern, everything is a copy, we can build an airport that floats on the ocean if we want, we choose to consume, are manipulated to consume, recognize it, and let it happen anyway. SOOOOOO maybe we have MOVED ON from post-modern into a passive acceptance, or at least maybe thats what i need to do to get past the spiral. my brother says i need to find meaning for myself. maybe that is it.

king_leer @ 2006-05-04T02:46:00

2006-05-04T07:47:46Z

i have to get at least two papers done. lollerskates i didnt do shit... again. like all semester. well we'll see what happens.

i know it goes without saying, but i really really miss milwaukee. home is so far away.

if you leave milk out long enough, does it become cheese?

2006-04-26T02:45:17Z

and if you leave cheese out long enough, does it become bleu cheese?

be proud, i have finally located the source of the faint stench in my room!

my scarfaced lover

2006-04-24T18:58:04Z

last night
i dreamnt
that Al Pacino and I fell madly in love and we didn't care who knew. and there was the "he's so old and you're so young" and the "Al Pacino can't be gay" and the "uh...." but we just flipped them the bird and maybe a tommy gun and then smoked cigars and stared into each others eyes. first i was at a porn set for some reason and picking a color at random to see what part i got but the porn was never actually filmed and al pacino showed up and i left with him to go to a movie premier. our love was like rain.

ok what the fuck. seriously. al pacino.